The power comes from the heart and the friends I love......o(∩_∩)o......
Though it was a bit frustrating time at the start, I will try to fight it......

There is nothing like having a lonely heart. It's not physical alone, just no one really understands or on the same stage as the wee raccoon. The same action often causes very different attitudes and it usually is contorted and exaggerated gossip. But it's not a bad thing, because wee raccoon started to truly understand how such a busy world with all the busy scared, lonely and angry souls...... I haven't doubted if restrictions and punishments help human before, even with a plenty of history I am used to be an obedient child that surrounded by an environment encourages punish and strict rules. Only these 5 years I slowly understand that most people can't release their anger inside of their souls, and they even don't notice about it. But they can be triggered at any moment by any small thing......
That piece of music I have composed two years ago kind of show was the feeling of my heart right now! LOL~ What a coincidence!


There was a kind friend of me said the illustration and the story he saw from that tune when I was playing almost perfectly describe how my situation is! What a "magic"! >v<//......

I try to breathe... breathe the air deeply runs to somewhere inside of me...... one day... I will understand this "air" and hopefully stronger enough to not be affected by this!


There is only a six-dot symbol we call it "ellipsis" can explain what I could say right now...

Only Just six points, but thousands of thoughts behind these dots!......

"......"